And If I Could, Maybe, One Day

• Remember things that I already know.
• Believe that which is true beyond doubt.
• Be who I am without feeling some misplaced need to apologize for it.
• Realize that sometimes there's nothing you can do.
• Understand that when people steadfastly refuse to help themselves it does more damage to everyone to keep trying.
• Let go of arbitrary attachments, because all attachments are.
• Regain the feeling I had all summer that things work out, that life is full, that gratitude is worth it and beauty exists in all things.

And if I could, maybe, one day let go of this feeling I have that is so strong that it feels as though it's rooted to everything I am then that would be good.

Integrate and let go, right?
Catch and release.
Yes.